I know that your hearts are filled with pain and I am so deeply sorry for your loss! Please know that others share and understand the many feelings that we have when we lose those that we love in death. Our loving heavenly father invites us to throw all our burdens upon him and he promises to sustain us. Psalms55:22 How good to know that our loved ones will have the chance to live again by means of the resurrection. What a wonderful time that will be! Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in the promises of God and find inner peace of mind and heart. Once again I am sorry for your loss!